But yes, I didn't really wanna go, it seemed everything was against me going and I didn't really have much choice other than to defer my entry!
But after your lovely comments full of advice and some help from an old friend, I decided to look in to a student overdraft. I read that you can get a £500 overdraft when you're a student which I plan to go and enquire about tomorrow morning and fingers crossed I get it!
Also, my sister rang me a couple of days ago saying that the guy she lives with in Chelsea (her boyfriends brother) offered for me to stay there for a few weeks till my loan is sorted and stuff! So now i'm not completely stranded.
But! She also rang yesterday saying she'd found a place with a much cheaper deposit and rent which she went to view today and I think I may just put a deposit down! :D
Thank you to those who commented with the advice, it helped a lot!
I'll keep you updated!