WARNING: THIS IS ME BABBILING ON, SO THIS MAY BE A VERY LONG POST, WHO KNOWS?
i feel like blogging, hello.
as always my lovely boyfriend is on my mind, and i've been thinking about him a lot lately and our future together, maybe because i just spend the weekend really getting to know some of his family who i know he loves and adores so much, and they have got to have been some of the nicest people i've ever met.
i don't know why but being around them made me feel so much closer to him, i mean, we've always been very close, he is my best friend and i tell him everything. but being around them made me feel so much closer to him and so much happier, i really do want to spend forever with him. i know forever is a huge word to use, and many relationships do not last at this age, i'm only 17 and have so much of my life ahead of me. but what is stopping me from being with him while i do all of that stuff? i really think we can last a very long time and i love that and i love how we are always on the same level as in we agree on things, we share opinions on things, we both have stupid jokes, we both enjoy the same things and i like that. and i don't know any reason why two people at this age can not be together for a very long time if their relationship has honesty, trust, friendship and communication. and of course if the two loved eachother very much and it was what they wanted.
i still don't understand how people can still say 'you're too young to fall in love' i really don't understand this statement and would love to know what age i am allowed to fall in love at?! i understand that you need to have had many partners before you find 'the one' or whatever, but what the hell is stopping you from finding them at a very early age?
i dunno what the hell the point is to all of this or what the hell i'm even going on about even, a girl can dream. who knows how i'll feel in 10 years or where i'll be. but right now, i'm happy.
today also me and dan have had a talk about 'life' just life in general and things we'd both love to do such as bungee jumping, travelling etc. and it's got me thinking a lot about the future, which is probably the excuse from the babble just. but anyway, i've discovered today that i want to do so much with my life and it's about time i started doing it!
speaking of future, i have recently been very against university! it's awful i know, education should be my main priority at this time, but it's really not. i feel like i've only just left school and i'm being pushed in to visiting uni's already! it's crazy! how the hell am i supposed to know already what i want to do for the rest of my life!? i'm only seventeen! i don't know what career i want, or what i'm working towards, i choose A level subjects i was good at and understood, not what i thought would land me a great job :/ blah. stupid sixth form.
anyway, future shmuture. tomorrow i have sixth form and thursday i have my AS results, so it's all fun :/ lots going on lately i think, i'll keep you updated anyway, and if anybody takes the time to read this and has any idea of what i am babbiling on about let me know your opinions on 'young love' or whatever it is :)