i saw this on somebody's blog and i can't remember who

sorry for stealing it.

"When you drop a glass or a plate to the ground it makes a loud crashing sound. When a window shatters or a table leg breaks or when a picture falls off the wall it makes a noise. But as for your heart, when that breaks, it's completely silent. You would think as it s so important it would make the loudest noise in the whole world or even have some sort of ceremonious sound, like the gong of a cymbal or the ringing of a bell. But it's silent and you almost wish there was a noise to distract you from the pain. If there is a noise it's internal. It screams and no one can hear it but you. It screams so loud your ears ring and your head aches. It thrashes around in your chest like a great white shark caught in the sea it roars like a mother bear whose cub has been taken. That's what it looks like and that's what it sounds like, a thrashing panicking trapped great big beast roaring like a prisoner to its own emotions. But that is the thing about love no one is untouchable."

Cecelia Ahern - If You Could See Me Now

EVERYTHING

RIGHT

NOW

IS

SHIT.

awfully sorry for my really depressing and boring blogs lately.